1. |
If Only
05:20
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Weary eyes awaiting sleep
Been so long since I could feel
The cold pavement wrapped around my bones
Voices clouding up my mind
A taste is all that I need
Carve your melody in my spine and sing
Cut my arms maybe then I will stop
Cut my arms maybe I’ll fucking stop
Cut my arms maybe then I will stop
To numb this pain
Cut my arms maybe then I will stop
Cut my arms maybe I’ll fucking stop
Cut my arms maybe then I will stop
To fade away
Every day's the same happiness in vain
What else can I win if I have everything
Tell me who dealt my cards every hand’s the same
What else can I lose if I lost everything
Sink me under cardboard floors
You sedate and leave me whole
Run your gold lips on my tongue
Become a part of me
If only I’ve tried
To search for a different feeling
If only I’ve tried
To see myself for what’s beneath
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2. |
Medicate
04:17
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I felt it coming 'round again
Like a shiver crawling up my skin
Endless aching digging into bones
This anomaly might kill
Me!
Don't fucking follow me!
When every wall you built around you will break / Medicate
When you expose yourself for every mistake / Medicate
When pressure leaves you numb like a tourniquet / Medicate
Wasting days seems like a past time I seek to medicate
Like a drug that alleviates
Every guilt I felt buried inside of me
Picture grey clouds over happy streets
This anomaly might kill
Me!
Don't fucking follow me!
Don't follow me
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3. |
Cighid
04:01
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Salivate as you’re letting go
Once a burden in your life now nothing anymore
Walk away in your lavish clothes
Once a mother that was in my life not anymore
And it felt like that day colored skies have turned to grey
And it felt like that day I was alone
Now you’re gone!
Left abandoned and hallow
In a place where a mother’s love is vital
Muttered cries soak the soil inside of my grave
And it felt like that day a child’s heart shattered
All went astray
And it felt as if my innocence was raped
Stripped from me
Why? You left me here
Hell shouldn’t feel this real
And I’m on my own
No one believed in me
Is there an angel that visits me?
While I drown in a mire
Neglected by a choice you made but still
I starve for any love you’d give
And I wish that one day your shit heart breaks
And every piece of it will slow decay so you can feel the way I feel
Every single fucking day I sit and pray
To see your face
Now you’re gone!
Now you’re gone!
Fucking gone!
Look what you’ve done to me!
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4. |
Deliverance
04:22
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Hey look me dead in the eyes and preach your meanings of life I don't believe in
Sick of your plastic disguise call me a faulty design who won't believe in
Lies! (I'm so fucking sick my ignorance is bliss I won't believe you even if you spoon feed me shit)
One more lie!
(I won't bend or break so keep pulling)
One last lie!
(I won't ever fall so keep pushing)
How could I confess my sins
If I ain't got one
Stare at the sun and pray
Who do you believe in?
Spit in my eyes while you read another chapter deceiving all these fools that gathered
Make me drink water while I keep crawling under your skin like a serpent you'll falter
Now preach your God to me!
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Kennel
05:33
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Confessions retrieve my thoughts
Lost somewhere hanging down from the stars
The sky opened a silent fall
Embraced by darkness swallowing me whole
Lost here forever in a world that's so cold
Time has no value when inside you've grown old
Memories framed in broken canvases hold
What's left of me
And I retreat to safer arms
I'm crawling back to the start
Retreat to safer arms
To slumber far
Serenity come fill me whole
The silence keeps reminding me that I'm alone
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6. |
Slum Garden
04:25
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Wither away under a cloud so grey
Walking blindly through the pouring rain
Bare skin cracked the smell of clay
Wish I may, but I'm too far away
Can't recognize myself / I can't believe
One has to lose so much just to see
A pale reflection of who I used to be
The needle and the damage done / I can't believe
Set out to be someone, since I couldn't be myself
Born to die or try to live inside this hell
Littered ruins an unsafe place
Scattered by the slum digging at my veins
Life grows harder when you can't be yourself
You're wasting so much if you can't help yourself
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Ashes Like Rain Ottawa, Ontario
A one man Alternative Metal / Nu Metal project from Canada.
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